sept29

silence deepens

dreams tucked aside

scars throb harder
without the twinkle in your eyes

hurt relapsing
i long to see your smile again

dad

My scars are bleeding and I can’t make them stop

I’m broken to pieces and all I ever needed was your love

The world is changing as time goes passing by

Leaves start to fall again, and now it’s time to say goodbye

 

It’s bittersweet to let you go, so much of you has captured me.

 

And I can’t close my eyes without dying in my sleep

I try to understand why you’re no longer here

Not a day passes by without me thinking of you

It hurts me when I lie and say that I’m okay

 

‘cause letting go hurts more than anything.

 

The day you left me was the darkest night of all

If only I was strong enough then I could’ve stopped my fall

I’ll try to come back and pretend that you are near

Even if it’s hard for me, I’ll stop myself from drowning in my tears

march 6’06

so long

You will soar across the sky

Free of sin with nothing to fear

Like an eagle you will rise

And your faith will be your wings

Dec 22’05

death 2

I will never know my worth

My soul is too weak to even try

There’s no use of your comforting words

Because truth be told, I already died. Nov 20’05

death

When I die, will people mourn for me?

All my wasted years and lost opportunities?

As I go and fly, will my friends come and pray

For my soul to be at peace and enough strength as I go on my way?

If I was buried, will they still visit me?

Will they even remember me? Nov 18’05